cant sleep
so many things in mind now
abt babe and friends
i saw jolene's (54th coy) blog and i saw how she spend her time with her friends
i wondered why cant i too?
is it cos of me? babe? or am i simply so detestful?
cant help it but to ponder abt it
i have friends
many friends
but how many close friends?
the one and only one is abt to leave soon and im doing nth to show my appreciation
im such a bad friend
im not a good friend to have
sorry to all
was actually planning to post on my first attempt on cookie baking in the afternoon
but i guess its pointless now
i find it hard to be truely happy nowadays
the past havnt left me
smiles and laughters are only temporary because there are too many things that are lost and are never coming back...
ps: love you'all...
*sorry to dampen your spirits after reading this post...
maybe im just being sensitive again...
always wonder how will i spend my christmas and birthday? will it be as disappointing?
always remembered, 1:29 AM