Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Forgive me girls..
so long since i last blogged (:
i thought of posting sth for platoon 5 girls,
i know i have been a sarcastic and arrogant person in the past.being such a person, im a sore to many peoples eyes but i really hope that i'll be forgiven. in the past, im a very attitude person and i can't control my emotions. i always say how i feel and didn't think about others feelings espcially the P5 girls that grew up with me. we had lots of fun together and im also the cause of alot of problems too. every opportunity that is given to me, i just take them in as another responsibility and it's seldom that i thought of giving them to the P5 girls to let them have the opportunity. even if i did thought of it, i ignored God soft whisper and take them all in to myself. i always do things myself because i dun trust others and i dun want it to be a burden to others but never did i thought of giving this opportunity to others to let them try and learn through new things. i may be very selfish in the past but i realised my mistakes. i do hope that saying this apology now is not too late after all the bad things i've done. all i want is the unity of platoon 5. God brought us together and i really cherish the friendship. i know that i've been a very bad person but i really hope that i can be forgiven. i am really very sorry for what i've done in these 4 years. forgive me for what i've done in the past, i know im unworthy for your forgiveness. im truly sorry.
all these are from the bottom of my heart. after reading teng's post. it gave me the courage to say all these words to all of you.
teng: saw your posts. cheer up ok? many ppl love you. try not to think too much ok? i was like you in the past but the love of those around me touched me and pulled me up (: you can do it too!! its very stressing nowadays but if u have the willpower ,nothing can bring you down. JIA YOU!!! (: got anything can come to me if u want ok. although we had some misunderstandings in the past, to me, you are still the xiaomei to me (: jia you!! (:
cherlyn: i dunno if u are still angry with me but im so glad to see you so happy nowadays. you're having fun and doing work at the same time! (: i hope you can cast those unhappy past away and mend this wall between us. i dont dare to talk to u because im afraid i'll provoke you and cause you to be angry again. once again, sorry about that decision that i make and im willing to do all things to mend my mistake. sorry that i told someone that im not suppose to. was a very wrong step that i took but i hope you'll forgive me. hope that the sad days are over and we'll enjoy the fun we had again. i'll still be waiting for your reply. (:
karen: its been a long time since we sat down together and speak our minds. although im not your listening ear now, you still have ppl around who love you and care for u.no mater what, i'll still love you as much!! (: got anything we'll still look for each other yea? hope to be in the same grp as u in youth camp babe..haha..
zoe: feel so far from you but will be there for u when u need me. good that the once blur girl has become such a matured and grown up zoe (: good to see you grow up (: i really really hope that God will touch your heart in this camp (:
sophia: there seems to be some misunderstanding between us that cause us to be so distanced. May the Lord bring us closer and to foster closer ties together k? (:
May the flame of platoon 5 remain forever! No matter what happened in the past, we'll be able to forgive each other and remain as close as we were k? we'll always be Ms Joyann's precious princess 5 (:
i thought of posting sth for platoon 5 girls,
i know i have been a sarcastic and arrogant person in the past.being such a person, im a sore to many peoples eyes but i really hope that i'll be forgiven. in the past, im a very attitude person and i can't control my emotions. i always say how i feel and didn't think about others feelings espcially the P5 girls that grew up with me. we had lots of fun together and im also the cause of alot of problems too. every opportunity that is given to me, i just take them in as another responsibility and it's seldom that i thought of giving them to the P5 girls to let them have the opportunity. even if i did thought of it, i ignored God soft whisper and take them all in to myself. i always do things myself because i dun trust others and i dun want it to be a burden to others but never did i thought of giving this opportunity to others to let them try and learn through new things. i may be very selfish in the past but i realised my mistakes. i do hope that saying this apology now is not too late after all the bad things i've done. all i want is the unity of platoon 5. God brought us together and i really cherish the friendship. i know that i've been a very bad person but i really hope that i can be forgiven. i am really very sorry for what i've done in these 4 years. forgive me for what i've done in the past, i know im unworthy for your forgiveness. im truly sorry.
all these are from the bottom of my heart. after reading teng's post. it gave me the courage to say all these words to all of you.
teng: saw your posts. cheer up ok? many ppl love you. try not to think too much ok? i was like you in the past but the love of those around me touched me and pulled me up (: you can do it too!! its very stressing nowadays but if u have the willpower ,nothing can bring you down. JIA YOU!!! (: got anything can come to me if u want ok. although we had some misunderstandings in the past, to me, you are still the xiaomei to me (: jia you!! (:
cherlyn: i dunno if u are still angry with me but im so glad to see you so happy nowadays. you're having fun and doing work at the same time! (: i hope you can cast those unhappy past away and mend this wall between us. i dont dare to talk to u because im afraid i'll provoke you and cause you to be angry again. once again, sorry about that decision that i make and im willing to do all things to mend my mistake. sorry that i told someone that im not suppose to. was a very wrong step that i took but i hope you'll forgive me. hope that the sad days are over and we'll enjoy the fun we had again. i'll still be waiting for your reply. (:
karen: its been a long time since we sat down together and speak our minds. although im not your listening ear now, you still have ppl around who love you and care for u.no mater what, i'll still love you as much!! (: got anything we'll still look for each other yea? hope to be in the same grp as u in youth camp babe..haha..
zoe: feel so far from you but will be there for u when u need me. good that the once blur girl has become such a matured and grown up zoe (: good to see you grow up (: i really really hope that God will touch your heart in this camp (:
sophia: there seems to be some misunderstanding between us that cause us to be so distanced. May the Lord bring us closer and to foster closer ties together k? (:
May the flame of platoon 5 remain forever! No matter what happened in the past, we'll be able to forgive each other and remain as close as we were k? we'll always be Ms Joyann's precious princess 5 (:
always remembered, 9:15 PM
