Sunday, June 20, 2010
giving thanks to the Lord! (:
thank God that i manage to finish my studio project's work!!! (:
model done and the template is done too! (:
but it took a really really long time...
im left with everything else as a consequence
wayne's work is soooooo unfinished!
but i shall have faith in the Lord!
i'll do whatever i can...
shant worry too much and i shall keep a clear mind throughout the night as i rush for my model
but!!!!
the home printer cant be used! cos the PC cant be turned on!!!
another situation...
so i shall build every little thing and leave the biggest and most massive work for tml...
no choice ):
okok...
lets make things clear...
oh no!! studio presentation is also not done yet!!! ):
but i think that can be done quite fast? ?)
so the main thing now is my MODEL!!!
and definitely my technical drawings...
im really bad at those stuff...
how to strengthen my skills in them? ):
anyway...i have to just think of nth but chiong my model and hope it looks decent by tml morning... 6 hours! lets break my record again!!
jyjyjy!!
i really wanna thank Meigwan for all the help that she has offered to me
May the Lord bless her richly in everything that she do and i will return these favours as time comes... (:
thanks meigwan!!! =D
and yay!!!!
finally can go out with darling tml!
whoohoo!!
havnt catch any movie for 3 weeks?
havnt seen him in 2 days too!
missin' him...
that tired boy is probably sleeping now (:
sweet dreams babe!
see you tml!! (:
ooooo!! so excited!!! hehe =P
my fingers are painful from all the forcing of the needle just now ):
always remembered, 11:47 PM
are these worthwhile?
whilst trying hard to finish my project, its not just trying to complete it
i have to go through physical training of not sleeping for 3-4 days
not having regular meals
blur vision in the morning for quite a long period of time
bloated stomach
toxicated body of not being able to rest for 3-4 days hence constipated
having an aching back for sitting too long. it just got worst with added pain
(dark eye circle is common, no need to mention that...)
also having a mental perseverance of forcing myself not to sleep
having a clear goal in mind and not wavering from the aim of completing no matter how hard it gets
having no one around to help you but only yourself
unable to spend time with loved ones, including my dad on Fathers' Day!
see how projects made me stronger?
its definitely a hard lesson but seriously, it is worth it?
always remembered, 12:39 AM
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Hanging on in life
i realise alot of things
and one thing i really agree or should i say emphatize with von is that...
does it mean that we have lesser time with our friends when we have a partner
but for me, probably because i started my relationship at a rather young age, so most of my close friends started drifting away due to that reason perhaps?
but it takes 2 hands to clap. maintaining a good friendship takes effort from both parties.
but with such hectic life and busy schedule, not many are able to turn up for regular meet-ups but i'll try to initiate someday! (:
speaking about hectic life, which im in the midst of it, is really making me stressed up
assignments are for A's and to aim for the Director's List.
but such life is really competitive...
why cant you people be more sociable and open to speak up and not speaking behind people's back?
will it do you any good?
how happy will you be if you are just stepping on another person's success to achieve yours?
is it really that hard to do work in a stress free environment, well at least away from such human-to-human issues?
in any way, i have to produce my 3D drawings by friday (at most on saturday), an art exhibition gallery design also by friday, printed fish bone chart to be handed in later, last consultation from zalina regarding my studio model making and wayne's retail project. i dont really dread to do my work, as in dont feel like doing it or anything like that. but its always the lack of determination & i always assume i have alot of time left to complete it, but in fact, when everyone's rushing, im still trying to catch the ball. you get what i mean? its always 3 seconds slower.
i'll end up bringing my laptop for church camp to do some work so as not to waste any OTOT time (:
quite excited about church camp
but more excited about the night out with sweetheart this friday IF i manage to complete what i need to complete.
so JIA YOU JOANNE!!
i need to focus and do work fast! jyjy!
God, may You grant me a clear mind to focus and complete my work on time Lord...
actually i wanna write a short post but ended up rambling =P
gd nite & have a nice day y'all! (:
i just waste time again ):
always remembered, 1:32 AM
