Saturday, May 30, 2009
big thank yous!
its late/early now
so i shall cut things real short
bad day in general
but a day salvaged by God and accompanied by babe
was rather emotional and moody all day till the night that i reallt got some relieve with some laughters with babe
thank God for bring him around me to guide my in my decisions and to do the right thing
found out that im such an indecisive person
i also wanna thank God for the self esteem lesson for com skills
it made me realise what's my stand to my classmates (:
and how i can further improve on myself so as to be a better friend
thx babe for being there for me at the lowest times of the day & for accompanying me for so long
thx cacila for allowing me to share some of my troubles
thx to everyone who are concerned abt me
i will be fine in awhile
i'll get a grip of myself and continue with life
remembered all that karen said in the past too
thx mate! (:
big big hug to everyone who cares for me
love ya!
gotta rest now
post sec at 0930 tml
but will be mugging with babe tml! hehehe
looking forward to it (:
so i shall cut things real short
bad day in general
but a day salvaged by God and accompanied by babe
was rather emotional and moody all day till the night that i reallt got some relieve with some laughters with babe
thank God for bring him around me to guide my in my decisions and to do the right thing
found out that im such an indecisive person
i also wanna thank God for the self esteem lesson for com skills
it made me realise what's my stand to my classmates (:
and how i can further improve on myself so as to be a better friend
thx babe for being there for me at the lowest times of the day & for accompanying me for so long
thx cacila for allowing me to share some of my troubles
thx to everyone who are concerned abt me
i will be fine in awhile
i'll get a grip of myself and continue with life
remembered all that karen said in the past too
thx mate! (:
big big hug to everyone who cares for me
love ya!
gotta rest now
post sec at 0930 tml
but will be mugging with babe tml! hehehe
looking forward to it (:
always remembered, 1:54 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
drained
so many things to do
projects..assignments..bad time management ):
post sec and parade clashes this week!
what to do?
ask someone replace me for musician? or miss the camp briefing for post sec?
Lord,Lead me to the best decision
i dont know what decision to make
i just know i have work to do
projects that are quite urgent for next week
studio project's work is starting to pile up if i dont finish the renderings by tml morning
oh Lord,
feeling so drained though i know its peanuts as compared to what the year 2s &3s are facing
teach me how to plan my time well Lord
teach me how to settle my heart matters too
vexed
confused
envy
happy
disappointed
its too many feelings at once...
HELP ME! ):
the gruesome emails are truely gruesome
you will NOT want to look at it
or even IMAGINE it! ):
projects..assignments..bad time management ):
post sec and parade clashes this week!
what to do?
ask someone replace me for musician? or miss the camp briefing for post sec?
Lord,Lead me to the best decision
i dont know what decision to make
i just know i have work to do
projects that are quite urgent for next week
studio project's work is starting to pile up if i dont finish the renderings by tml morning
oh Lord,
feeling so drained though i know its peanuts as compared to what the year 2s &3s are facing
teach me how to plan my time well Lord
teach me how to settle my heart matters too
vexed
confused
envy
happy
disappointed
its too many feelings at once...
HELP ME! ):
the gruesome emails are truely gruesome
you will NOT want to look at it
or even IMAGINE it! ):
always remembered, 11:44 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
thank God, thx babe (:
its a great day today
though i didnt really sleep ytd night
really thank God for granting me with the extra portion of strength and a clear mind in school
i also want to thank Him for the wonderful time i had with babe
though it wasnt very long
we still managed to catch the movie 'Night At the Museum'
its a great movie
with some jokes made by different characters, it adds on to the movie
it was a worth while movie i should say
we had our dinner at Nebo right before we entered the cinema
though rushing, we still enjoyed our dinner together
and i have to say i enjoyed the trip home more than anyting today
it was the time that i saw many glimpse of smile from you
thx dear (:
thx for a great day today! (:
May the Lord watch us through every single day
love ya! (:
happen to read this mail that says abt warm water
some symtoms were mentioned
chest pain..left arm hurting are 2 symtoms that i have currently
i really have to cut down on the amount of cold water i drink.
gotta wake up early to do work tml morning
probably with cacila in school library
hope to finish my work that's due on weds
gotta go rest now
quite tired now
gd nite peeps
love y'all (:
God Bless!
though i didnt really sleep ytd night
really thank God for granting me with the extra portion of strength and a clear mind in school
i also want to thank Him for the wonderful time i had with babe
though it wasnt very long
we still managed to catch the movie 'Night At the Museum'
its a great movie
with some jokes made by different characters, it adds on to the movie
it was a worth while movie i should say
we had our dinner at Nebo right before we entered the cinema
though rushing, we still enjoyed our dinner together
and i have to say i enjoyed the trip home more than anyting today
it was the time that i saw many glimpse of smile from you
thx dear (:
thx for a great day today! (:
May the Lord watch us through every single day
love ya! (:
happen to read this mail that says abt warm water
some symtoms were mentioned
chest pain..left arm hurting are 2 symtoms that i have currently
i really have to cut down on the amount of cold water i drink.
gotta wake up early to do work tml morning
probably with cacila in school library
hope to finish my work that's due on weds
gotta go rest now
quite tired now
gd nite peeps
love y'all (:
God Bless!
always remembered, 11:39 PM
Deeper in love
Take me deeper
Deeper in love with you
I really want to be deeply in love with You Lord
knowing what i've done now is so little and i often feel guilty about it
what's worst? now doing anything to help
feel tired and restless
often angry at myself for knowing yet ignoring
i really got to do something about it from now
still doing my work at such wee hours
not feeling very well
not sure if can attend school tml
having back pains/aches
its getting worst lately
sometimes i feel that i have a 17 yr old look but a 70 yr old body ):
to my best soulmate,
its been 31 month now and still going strong
may the Lord continue to bless us in the years to come
Thank you for everything (:
looking forward to the movie and another great day (:
*we'll pull through together
always remembered, 2:18 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
exhausted
feeling very unwell after a whole day of running nose
so dehydrated losing all those water
feeling so terrible now ):
so dehydrated losing all those water
feeling so terrible now ):
always remembered, 10:27 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
its a happy day!
so happy today!
finished my model
love it alot (:
lots more work to do from now
school was great and time with babe was truely treasured (:
thank you Lord for everything (:
finished my model
love it alot (:
lots more work to do from now
school was great and time with babe was truely treasured (:
thank you Lord for everything (:
always remembered, 10:07 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
i love my life (:
had some treasured time with mum.ah ma and sis on mothers' day
i guess the cold war ended
i finally see rays of light after a LONG downpour
hope it maintains this way (:
gotta buy more stuffs again..
im spending close to hundreds just to buy all these things ):
but school's fun to me
today was simply some theory on design methodology
studio project-new assignment
drawing lesson! im really learning how to shade properly
i learn good shading from ryan
but now i have to learn another method!
really hope it turns out fine
after bananas..CORN!!
hope it doesnt look like grenade!
lesson's at 1 tml!
meeting cacila for sch
bras basah..here i come again!!!
silly is accompanying me tml!
hurray! (:
miss ya babe-though i just saw u not long ago..
take care people!
to all poly students...
learn to love what u are studying and you will do a much better job than what u are doing now
jia you to all jc students too!
jia you to everyone!
*gwen's still sick..get well soon girl
cacila's not really well too...hope you're fine tml
i guess the cold war ended
i finally see rays of light after a LONG downpour
hope it maintains this way (:
gotta buy more stuffs again..
im spending close to hundreds just to buy all these things ):
but school's fun to me
today was simply some theory on design methodology
studio project-new assignment
drawing lesson! im really learning how to shade properly
i learn good shading from ryan
but now i have to learn another method!
really hope it turns out fine
after bananas..CORN!!
hope it doesnt look like grenade!
lesson's at 1 tml!
meeting cacila for sch
bras basah..here i come again!!!
silly is accompanying me tml!
hurray! (:
miss ya babe-though i just saw u not long ago..
take care people!
to all poly students...
learn to love what u are studying and you will do a much better job than what u are doing now
jia you to all jc students too!
jia you to everyone!
*gwen's still sick..get well soon girl
cacila's not really well too...hope you're fine tml
always remembered, 12:08 AM
Saturday, May 9, 2009
my current life
karenCHOW: yupp! a grand one! (: so really hope that all te p5 can go (:
waunteng: yupp yupp! 21! (:
school's been fine for me..cool modules..most of them are hands on. and i did my very first model! but it wasnt taught yet..its my very first project! hahaha
joleen: you going ah? i not sure if i need to go anot...
waunteng: yupp yupp! 21! (:
school's been fine for me..cool modules..most of them are hands on. and i did my very first model! but it wasnt taught yet..its my very first project! hahaha
joleen: you going ah? i not sure if i need to go anot...
my very first project! (:
LOUIS! the new baby boy that me ahma is babysitting now (:so cute right?
the banana that i have to draw during drawing & rendering
my classmates (from left: shermane,cacila,su en,dada,me,meigwan aka gwen,demi,wanie)so now im doing my drawing hw again
needs to be handed in on monday
and i have to make a model by weds..
so excited by the end product! hehehe
after im doing with it then i shall post it up k (:
so i shall get going with my work now
bye (:
always remembered, 10:18 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
its a happy day
had my very first GSM on Labour day
my bottoms really ached alot sitting there for such a long time
pity that i didnt brought along my lappy to accompany me
nevertheless, did learn things from it (remember them, joanne!!)
cell was great too
excluding the night...
Ps Wee was great..the message really sank into my head
i'll definitely remember it for life
was happy for von that she is having such a big birthday party
do hope that most P5s can make it to share the joy with her(:
had some self-reflections abt my life
and being that special person in other's life
im not really a good girl when im at home
which is sth that i really need to work on
cherish them before you cant...
and when im out, i really have to behave better
i love someone more than anyone else
but i should not be who i am ytd..
sorry Father...
im currently left with the pepsi can to draw and of course many other assignments that are to be handed in on other days
shall get going on my work and sleep early tonight (:
bye!
*Grant me strength and perseverence Lord
always remembered, 8:06 PM
