Saturday, January 30, 2010
never ending praises unto YOU! (:
i really need a very strong source of strength to spur me on
after being so tired from school, gb, family and all...
i finally get to cry it all out and i finally found my true self
i should stop denying that i have alot of time...
FACT: 2 weeks
THINGS TO COMPLETE:
1) Autocad- 2 elevation (tues)
2) Model making-my house's interior design model (FRI!!!) [not even half done!!!]
3) keep drawing till i get a final idea for studio (by this week!!!!!)
-development (to meet the requirements and have my own design)
-elevation drawings
-sectional drawings
-perspective drawing
-go industrial area to collect samples for material sample board
-build model!!
-3D walk-thru
-video (3 mins)
ALL THESE IN 2 WEEKS!!!
God, i know i cant do all this all by my own strength
im really tired of all the sleepless nights that's already causing backaches and emotional unstableness
i dont wanna end up like who i am during sec 4
its a really terrible feeling
i just wanna do my best for You and You alone, nothing else...
I WILL DO MY BEST FOR YOU LORD!
and i thank you for the welcome parade today, Father...
its really been a long planning with trials along the way
but still, i thank you Lord that i managed to hear that they have really enjoyed themselves...
its really encouraging to hear that after all the problems i have in GB....
thanks girls for spending the time in parade helping me out (:
really appreciate it (:
and karen chow... take care of your health please!
I also wanna thank you Lord for using Clement to speak to me
i know everything now..
and i'll do my best to salvage my own life...
i know i can do anything with You around...
thank you Father! (:
AMEN!! =D
*continue to pray for me and my spiritual life
thank you for everything babe! (:
couldnt have done it without you....
always remembered, 9:07 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
never ending work...
so little time
-12 word site analysis
so many things to do
how many can really understand the thoughts and the feelings of design students?
ans: only design students
ok what's comin' up next will be very dry but i have to blurt it all out before my little brain gets all jammed up.
Currently i have to do:
1) research on Ergonomic's points and pass them to waifun by 24 jan night
2) layout the plan for welcome parade and sent to all officers by 24 jan night
3) read-up on design history notes and understand them well for presentation on thursday
4) finish the design history slides by tues night
5) typography - panel 2 & 3
6) studio project
-finish master floor plan
-furniture floorplan (w/furniture)
-lighting layout plan
-electrical layout plan [all by monday]
7) do cotton's model... [submitted 2 weeks from now]
-with all the designed furnitures
8) allocate work to the committee of welcome parade
9) this coming week - ll the development drawings of studio project
feel the weight on your shoulders?
so many work to do
so little time
im so afraid that the passion will fade away
but to me, its always there.
its just the tiredness that is causing all the laziness
its 2.08am now and i have to get up at 9 later for service.
i really hope i'll make it on time
i also hope i can go off early from the rehearsal cos of the ridiculous workload
all the best joanne!!
4 more weeks and u are free!!!!!
jyjyjy!!!
JIA YOU all SID peeps!!
*jia you babe for all your tests and exams! (:
Happy 39th Monthsary! =D
always remembered, 1:44 AM
Monday, January 18, 2010
Happy 78th Birthday Ah Mah!! (:
Happy 78th Birthday Ah mah!!! (:
We went to XinWang Taiwan Cafe together!
Its a really long time since we had a family photo and its really a happy time we had tgt
had a great dinner and the photo-taking (:
went shopping too
i really really really wanna thank God for such a wonderful day (:
always remembered, 12:19 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
will there be a future ahead?
Amanda:i need it cos i realise that my front teeth are jutting out more and more each year that its really bad now. its affecting my talking already. so i think its really time to do sth about it before it gets even worst. if u really wanna do it. apply fast for government one. its a long waiting list!!!
i have so many things to do!!
i just hope i have 36 hours a day so as to make such a busy schedule more spaced out throughout the day....
now that my room is re-organized, i no longer know where are my things
and im simply too lazy to rearrange everything ):
im really so tired to do anything
my parched lips are giving me the premonition that im gonna fall sick soon
Father, bless me with a stronger body...
all the late night sleeps and sleepless nights are spoiling my body!
i feel nail piercing pain at my chest, upper back and my lower back gets so strained after standing for just 15 mins.
i always ask myself,
is working hard in exchange for a good grade a good deal when its along with many health problems?
is it really worth spoiling your body for sth that the world thinks its important for a higher standard of living?
im not trying to run away from the fact of not being able to sleep because of work
but is it really for our future?
who knows if there is a future?
will there be a promising future ahead of us?
i dont know about the rest but i do have a hunge that the end is really coming soon.
i dunno...
but if it really is true, i dont think anyone out there will be workign as hard as before for a future that doesnt exist.
sorry for rambling
but i believe God has a plan
He has already planned everything out and no matter what happens in the end, He has a reason for it.
for now, i guess i'll have to face the fact
a cruel and torturous path ahead....
mentally and physically testing me..
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!
*darling, thx for all the accompany and support
i wont disappoint God and you (:
jia you!!! (:
always remembered, 11:57 PM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
more comin' up
school started for a week now and its really hectic. just received 3-4 projects to be handed in around the same time and the consultations has heavy weightage too.
i wanna thank God for the results on design history. forcing myself to stay awake in lectures was paid off! (:
but sad to say, i'll be very busy from today onwards
which means i cant attend every parade.
i'll still make it when i can, cos all the time during weekend are suppose to be fully utilized to chiong all the submissions for monday and tues and obviously the rest too.
i just visited the dentist and i received a news that's not really pleasing to the ears
"You have to put on braces."
i felt lost at that moment
never in my life i thought i'd have to put on braces
Joanne, face the fact! do it or else it will worsen
now that mum's better in terms of her attitude to us, i really hope will one day touch her heart and bring her to christ too
and i really dont know if i should get braces. its gonna cost a bomb! ):
*why are people always saying that? ):
always remembered, 12:31 PM
Monday, January 4, 2010
2010
There's just so many photos to upload and so many things to share but i shall start with 2010 and forget about 2009. cuz i dun think anyone would wanna read on and on and on abt what happened in school and stuff.
i've been procrastinating my work, running away from work all the time
BUT! that shall not be the case for 2010!!
Handing in work on time is sth i must achieve consistently throughout the year too
i wanna thank God for bringing me thru the year 2009
and i wanna thank God for protecting babe thru the year. (:
i do hope to spend more time with my family cos we havnt been out tgt for a long time.
seriously hope for that to be achieved! (:
went to The Flyer for the countdown and the crowd was crazy!!!
we were merely 1mm away from the person next to us!
its ridiculously crowded but i enjoy the happiness everyone had when the fireworks started (:
once again, the fireworks didnt disappoint me with all the new and creative designs
Its really really beautiful!! (:
Do go there and enjoy the company of the crowd the next time! (:
always remembered, 3:40 PM
