Thursday, October 16, 2008
stay strong!!
though its late now, i though i should post a blog since im using the computer now.
hmm..
its my science prac paper today
we had to be in school by 7.30 to report and be ready physically and mentally for the exam
im mentally prepared with those tat i have to know for the prac exam
but...
it wasnt wat i expected..
my intuition is true...
it does seemed that all the papers that we've taken were sligtly more diffficult than all the previous years papers
i may be wrong but i have a feeling that most of our papers will be quite difficult
so ppl..be mentally prepared for the worst ok?
lets study real hard now ok? jia you wor ppl!! we can do it!!
tml cell eh!!
yay!!
tml wake up earlier to study then in the afternoon have to go cell le
im so tired now
my eyelids are falling uncontrollably
so tired after so many things..
okok
dont talk le..
i'll continue with my work now
so many thing else to cover
i still have ART!!!
ahhhhhhh!!!!
less than 2 weeks left!!
no time no time...
jia you jia you!!!!
*thank you Daddy God for everything
although things dun turn out quite right
i know that everything that happens has a reason behind it..
take care of him Lord..for we are all tired and frutrated
allow us to stay strong in faith in believing that u'll deliver the results after all the studying..thank you Lord.. =)
hmm..
its my science prac paper today
we had to be in school by 7.30 to report and be ready physically and mentally for the exam
im mentally prepared with those tat i have to know for the prac exam
but...
it wasnt wat i expected..
my intuition is true...
it does seemed that all the papers that we've taken were sligtly more diffficult than all the previous years papers
i may be wrong but i have a feeling that most of our papers will be quite difficult
so ppl..be mentally prepared for the worst ok?
lets study real hard now ok? jia you wor ppl!! we can do it!!
tml cell eh!!
yay!!
tml wake up earlier to study then in the afternoon have to go cell le
im so tired now
my eyelids are falling uncontrollably
so tired after so many things..
okok
dont talk le..
i'll continue with my work now
so many thing else to cover
i still have ART!!!
ahhhhhhh!!!!
less than 2 weeks left!!
no time no time...
jia you jia you!!!!
*thank you Daddy God for everything
although things dun turn out quite right
i know that everything that happens has a reason behind it..
take care of him Lord..for we are all tired and frutrated
allow us to stay strong in faith in believing that u'll deliver the results after all the studying..thank you Lord.. =)
always remembered, 11:29 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
thank you Lord...
im at home right now
currently still suffering from menstrual pain that made it impossible to get out of bed in the morning to go to school for emaths consultation.
as i was eating my breakfast with ah ma
she suddenly mentioned abt her frined having a problomatic son who used to be involved in gang fights and stuff when he was 16 years old.
everyone didnt had uch hope on him that he will do well in future
but he proved everyone wrong...
he got his motivation from his sister,
being the only son..he wanted to show his mother that he can do better than his sister
so after he got in a poly
ppl still continue to despise him and thought he wouldnt succeed
but with a 23 points he got into the poly course and graduated!
he managed to continue his studies till that far!
for a boy who used to play truant to be so successful now being a motivational speaker in Chung Cheng High School, at the same time, he as currently working in the Narcotics Bureau doing his very best to change the thinkings of many teenagers who used to be like him in the past.
even the worst of the worst can be so successful...
why cant i?
therefore..
i dont blame God for giving me such a hard time now suffering with the pain that comes so often from time to time
but, i thank God for giving me the time now to stay at home to do my own revision and not being in school suffering in pain...
i thank God for the time i have now
so i shall do my very best now and prove to myself that i can do it in my own
its been a long time since i sat down and do m revision like how i did when i was in sec 1 and sec 2
so i shall do it now and see how much i can do with the given time
i have these things left to do within these days :
1.do my art prep work (research,drawing.paintings)
2.emaths paper 1 & 2 given by teacher
3.amaths paper 1, binomial worksheet and graph worksheet
4.4-5 set english paper 2
5.5-6 set of phy & chem ws from different schools
6.revision for history and social studies
these are the things i have to do within the next few days..
how much can i finish today?
we'll see abt that...
all the best to everyone!!
all the best to me!! =)
May the Lord bless each and everyone of you guys! =)
*4 more days to 'O' levels...
*9 more days... hees...
currently still suffering from menstrual pain that made it impossible to get out of bed in the morning to go to school for emaths consultation.
as i was eating my breakfast with ah ma
she suddenly mentioned abt her frined having a problomatic son who used to be involved in gang fights and stuff when he was 16 years old.
everyone didnt had uch hope on him that he will do well in future
but he proved everyone wrong...
he got his motivation from his sister,
being the only son..he wanted to show his mother that he can do better than his sister
so after he got in a poly
ppl still continue to despise him and thought he wouldnt succeed
but with a 23 points he got into the poly course and graduated!
he managed to continue his studies till that far!
for a boy who used to play truant to be so successful now being a motivational speaker in Chung Cheng High School, at the same time, he as currently working in the Narcotics Bureau doing his very best to change the thinkings of many teenagers who used to be like him in the past.
even the worst of the worst can be so successful...
why cant i?
therefore..
i dont blame God for giving me such a hard time now suffering with the pain that comes so often from time to time
but, i thank God for giving me the time now to stay at home to do my own revision and not being in school suffering in pain...
i thank God for the time i have now
so i shall do my very best now and prove to myself that i can do it in my own
its been a long time since i sat down and do m revision like how i did when i was in sec 1 and sec 2
so i shall do it now and see how much i can do with the given time
i have these things left to do within these days :
1.do my art prep work (research,drawing.paintings)
2.emaths paper 1 & 2 given by teacher
3.amaths paper 1, binomial worksheet and graph worksheet
4.4-5 set english paper 2
5.5-6 set of phy & chem ws from different schools
6.revision for history and social studies
these are the things i have to do within the next few days..
how much can i finish today?
we'll see abt that...
all the best to everyone!!
all the best to me!! =)
May the Lord bless each and everyone of you guys! =)
*4 more days to 'O' levels...
*9 more days... hees...
always remembered, 12:06 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
jia you jia you!!!
woke up in the morning
thought of going to school early to do my work
but didnt made it..cos i was simply too tired to do so
just printed some photos for my art prep work
after printing them out..
must quickly draw and develop already
no time already
'O's are coming real soon and i still got a big prob with my CH
aiyo..
who can help me?
im super weak in it
i've never passed in exams..(though getting slightly better each time)
so how is it that i'll pass the 'O' levels
but no matter what..
i shall trust the Lord and really work harder..
dunno ask dunno ask again
hees..
i hope u guys dun find me irritating =)
okok..
gtg do amaths den go school already..
stilll gotta ask Mdm Norlita abt art stuff
den go for CH lesson later..
around 2 will be my amaths till unknown time
hope she doesnt drag too long and reduce my revision time for other subs..
jia you Joanne!!!! =)
jia you everyone!!! =)
ps: Father i pray that i'll be able to do more work today
due to time constrain..
i hope to do more work later on when i meet amanda to revise my sciences
i dun wanna waste anymore time
so Father pray that i can concentrate well and study hard..real hard till i feel that i cant take it anymore..
thank you Lord...
jia you!!!!!
thought of going to school early to do my work
but didnt made it..cos i was simply too tired to do so
just printed some photos for my art prep work
after printing them out..
must quickly draw and develop already
no time already
'O's are coming real soon and i still got a big prob with my CH
aiyo..
who can help me?
im super weak in it
i've never passed in exams..(though getting slightly better each time)
so how is it that i'll pass the 'O' levels
but no matter what..
i shall trust the Lord and really work harder..
dunno ask dunno ask again
hees..
i hope u guys dun find me irritating =)
okok..
gtg do amaths den go school already..
stilll gotta ask Mdm Norlita abt art stuff
den go for CH lesson later..
around 2 will be my amaths till unknown time
hope she doesnt drag too long and reduce my revision time for other subs..
jia you Joanne!!!! =)
jia you everyone!!! =)
ps: Father i pray that i'll be able to do more work today
due to time constrain..
i hope to do more work later on when i meet amanda to revise my sciences
i dun wanna waste anymore time
so Father pray that i can concentrate well and study hard..real hard till i feel that i cant take it anymore..
thank you Lord...
jia you!!!!!
always remembered, 8:40 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
thank you Daddy God!! =)
hihi ppl!! its been quite some time since i've posted
time is really running out for my revision..
but nevertheless.. i managed to study!! i'll increase the rate of studying each day
trust the Lord..
because Daddy God loves me so much!!
love you Daddy!! =)
Father..forgive me for not being close to u nowadays..
im a great sinner that forsakes You at times..
i pray to u when i need u..
but forget about you when im fine with life..
but Lord, You are always so forgiving towards me each time and i feel that im forgiven everytime i realise my mistake and ask for forgiveness..
Lord forgive me for not being a good girl who controls her emotions no matter what happens..
i remember and i hear your soft prompting but i wasnt able to accomplish it due to the lack of trust in You Lord..
forgive me Daddy...
i'll work even harder now for all my subs..
i have like 5 more days to my sci practical!!
gosh..no time no time!!
have faith..have faith in the Lord..
i reap what i sow..
so i shant regret tml for what i havnt done today..therefore i shall continue to do my amaths now till im tired.. commit it all to Him...
jia you jia you!! =)
i feel the energy..the strength from my Dear Heavenly Father..
hope you girls too...
tengteng ah, take care of your health wor.. must hurry recover kay? shoo to the sickbug.. i'll pray for u de =) take care kay? =)
karen, love ya! thanks for the love on graduation day..so sweet of you..aiyo..feel like squeezing you now! haha.. i wanna play like siao during youth camp..really looking forward to it [same thing tat i wanna say to all the Princess 5! =)]
let's have real fun during the camp kay?
and prepare christmas presents for each other ok?
we'll have our celebrations together ok?
lets make it special this year all right? =)
i really thank God for all of u.. u girls are sooooo special to me.. love ya darlings!!! muacks! =)
ps: bro and sis in christ..pray for me all right? im feeling weak at times that i feel like giving up... pray that i'll stay strong and commit it all unto the Almighty God in Heaven... thank you all in advance and i'll do my very best for my 'O's and be proud of my Father in Heaven...
oh ya..and i'll put up the photos awhile after ok..really gotta save the time to study le..forgive my ppl.. will do it real soon.. =)
study hard ppl!! we'll reap what ew sow..hang on for awhile more and it'll all be over soon..poof and its gone! =) jiayou to all my darlings!! =)
time is really running out for my revision..
but nevertheless.. i managed to study!! i'll increase the rate of studying each day
trust the Lord..
because Daddy God loves me so much!!
love you Daddy!! =)
Father..forgive me for not being close to u nowadays..
im a great sinner that forsakes You at times..
i pray to u when i need u..
but forget about you when im fine with life..
but Lord, You are always so forgiving towards me each time and i feel that im forgiven everytime i realise my mistake and ask for forgiveness..
Lord forgive me for not being a good girl who controls her emotions no matter what happens..
i remember and i hear your soft prompting but i wasnt able to accomplish it due to the lack of trust in You Lord..
forgive me Daddy...
i'll work even harder now for all my subs..
i have like 5 more days to my sci practical!!
gosh..no time no time!!
have faith..have faith in the Lord..
i reap what i sow..
so i shant regret tml for what i havnt done today..therefore i shall continue to do my amaths now till im tired.. commit it all to Him...
jia you jia you!! =)
i feel the energy..the strength from my Dear Heavenly Father..
hope you girls too...
tengteng ah, take care of your health wor.. must hurry recover kay? shoo to the sickbug.. i'll pray for u de =) take care kay? =)
karen, love ya! thanks for the love on graduation day..so sweet of you..aiyo..feel like squeezing you now! haha.. i wanna play like siao during youth camp..really looking forward to it [same thing tat i wanna say to all the Princess 5! =)]
let's have real fun during the camp kay?
and prepare christmas presents for each other ok?
we'll have our celebrations together ok?
lets make it special this year all right? =)
i really thank God for all of u.. u girls are sooooo special to me.. love ya darlings!!! muacks! =)
ps: bro and sis in christ..pray for me all right? im feeling weak at times that i feel like giving up... pray that i'll stay strong and commit it all unto the Almighty God in Heaven... thank you all in advance and i'll do my very best for my 'O's and be proud of my Father in Heaven...
oh ya..and i'll put up the photos awhile after ok..really gotta save the time to study le..forgive my ppl.. will do it real soon.. =)
study hard ppl!! we'll reap what ew sow..hang on for awhile more and it'll all be over soon..poof and its gone! =) jiayou to all my darlings!! =)
always remembered, 11:37 PM
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Father..I Love You (:
i was browsing many blogs of pbb girls randomly just now when i sat delia's and joleen's blogs.they were so meaningful to me. it reminded my of God's love and my parents love for me. i feel so guilty for not committing everything unto the Lord. im trying to do everything with my own strength and capabilities and with all these happening. i forsake my Father -my Daddy who loves my so much, who is with me all the time everywhere i go. i ask favour from Him when i need Him but forget to thank Him after i receive my blessings from Him. i depended so much on my myself that i've forgotten abt Him. [sorry Father..im really sorry for not being close to u..studying is just an excuse..an unpardonable excuse that i gave..sorry dear Daddy...]
i saw on joleen's blog:
For the Lord says" love your enemies, so i have to learn how to love everyone though it is hard.But most of all i love my almighty Jehovah, which is God.
Jolene wishes for...
God's grace[and it is flowing abundantly and eternally]
Jesus's redemption[the bearing of her sins,sicknesses,poverty and sufferings.He is almighty]
A multi language bible
God's direction[my future]
Rhema bible college[theology?]
My other needs and what i want will be provided by my God. so i need not worry=]
and from delia's blog it says:
We all always say we should accept ourselves for who we really are and not pretend to be someone else but let's face it-we all have someone whom we really wish we were. We all are unhappy with ourselves in one way or another which is why we work hard and strive. I wish I could redeem myself by doing better in my last year in rgs, but sadly, I have already finished my eyas and therte's nothing much I can do, I didn't make it for pbb, which led to me not making it for OP, and my performance at house and congress was mediocre to say the least, and I'm lazy and unmotivated, I'm easily stressed, and even my friends have to put up with my bottled up emotions, how I get angry so easily, my inferiority complex and insecurities.I dont know if I can ever forgive myself for all these things I am, sometimes.
look at the difference betweeen the 2..one with God, the other more on herself. who is more positive towards life? obviously joleen. therefore, i promise to make it a point to pray and thank God for everything i have in life and to really depend on Him like how Joleen did. she is another role model of mine but ultimately, it's God that i wanna follow and to be a christ-like person. i do not know how ppl will think of me but i would really wanna redeem myself thru all the sins i've done by studying as hard as i can and not regret. i wanna live each day with God'd wisdom and strength that overwhelms me daily. i thank you Father that i realise this today. Daddy forgive me. im going to commit everything unto the Lord and not worry anymore, for this is what i should be doing from the day i say i trust the Lord.
i wanna thank God for bringing me to browse thru the various blogs to allow me to realise all these that i have forgotten due all the work i have currently. i love you Father. Amen (:
always remembered, 12:22 AM
