Monday, April 27, 2009

am i stressed out again?

slightly tired cos of the late night sleep just to settle the pictures for studio project

many said i look restless or 'sian' 

i dont know why..but prob there's nothing that interests or excites me except for the short chats with the girls

not happy, not sad, not lonely, not having much fun
and i realised that im quite selective towards many things
but im really serious when it comes to doing work
i dont want to flunk any modules
my ultimate aim is to be in the director's list and eventually to get into a university

as a start, i think i shouldnt think that everything is easy and take things for granted

so i shant be who i am in sec sch but to really put in the best effort for everything...

jia you!!

everyone who is teaching us says that SID is very tough and not many can pull through
but from the drawing lesson today
i saw some unexpected people doing quite well in their drawings..
and me! being an art student, i took such a long time to draw out the sketch of the can...
so i started adding some stress to myself..
but am i stressing myself too much again?
should i let go abit more and just go with the flow?
cos i dont wanna end up missing sch and not doing well cos of stress..

therefore
having ways to relax myself is very important
but wat is it? how should i relax myself?
cacila mentioned that she likes to sing..me too!
so perhaps singing can reallt quieten down my heart and calm me down
jia you joanne!!
you can do it!
have faith in Him
do your best and leave the rest to Him..
thank you for the assurance Lord (:

currently searching for the history of famous designers and their works
trying to save up for more necessities
i wanna get some design magazines too!

always remembered, 10:14 PM