Saturday, December 5, 2009
fantasy & reality
am i just thinking too much or i've really no confidence in life
often, i ask myself if i have friends to hang out with, friends that listens, friends that'll be there
when i look into my life,
there are just so many different kind of people that God has placed around me
He wants me to learn to forgive and accept them as who they are and not to judge them
i love them and i want them to have that close relationship with God so that they can live a more meaningful life
its not the first time being pinpointed, but everytime i found out/felt like it, it hurts me so badly
is it that im not a good person that's why people that i know are doing this to me?
like cherlyn said,
there are ups and downs in life
and perhaps its another one that i should learn how to accept and continue life
as a person,
the thing i fear most is losing sense of secure
i have one in mind and we will always be at this state
its such an intangible relationship with her and i really thank God for her (:
its so weird that we feel so much about each other, as if we were couples
i just miss her alot ):
i really thank babe alot
for always being there
i feel so much better after talking (:
thanks babe (:
have fun in the camp & be careful k
love ya (:
always remembered, 12:09 AM
