Sunday, January 17, 2010
will there be a future ahead?
Amanda:i need it cos i realise that my front teeth are jutting out more and more each year that its really bad now. its affecting my talking already. so i think its really time to do sth about it before it gets even worst. if u really wanna do it. apply fast for government one. its a long waiting list!!!
i have so many things to do!!
i just hope i have 36 hours a day so as to make such a busy schedule more spaced out throughout the day....
now that my room is re-organized, i no longer know where are my things
and im simply too lazy to rearrange everything ):
im really so tired to do anything
my parched lips are giving me the premonition that im gonna fall sick soon
Father, bless me with a stronger body...
all the late night sleeps and sleepless nights are spoiling my body!
i feel nail piercing pain at my chest, upper back and my lower back gets so strained after standing for just 15 mins.
i always ask myself,
is working hard in exchange for a good grade a good deal when its along with many health problems?
is it really worth spoiling your body for sth that the world thinks its important for a higher standard of living?
im not trying to run away from the fact of not being able to sleep because of work
but is it really for our future?
who knows if there is a future?
will there be a promising future ahead of us?
i dont know about the rest but i do have a hunge that the end is really coming soon.
i dunno...
but if it really is true, i dont think anyone out there will be workign as hard as before for a future that doesnt exist.
sorry for rambling
but i believe God has a plan
He has already planned everything out and no matter what happens in the end, He has a reason for it.
for now, i guess i'll have to face the fact
a cruel and torturous path ahead....
mentally and physically testing me..
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!
*darling, thx for all the accompany and support
i wont disappoint God and you (:
jia you!!! (:
always remembered, 11:57 PM
