i really need a very strong source of strength to spur me on
after being so tired from school, gb, family and all...
i finally get to cry it all out and i finally found my true self
i should stop denying that i have alot of time...
FACT: 2 weeks
THINGS TO COMPLETE:
1) Autocad- 2 elevation (tues)
2) Model making-my house's interior design model (FRI!!!) [not even half done!!!]
3) keep drawing till i get a final idea for studio (by this week!!!!!)
-development (to meet the requirements and have my own design)
-elevation drawings
-sectional drawings
-perspective drawing
-go industrial area to collect samples for material sample board
-build model!!
-3D walk-thru
-video (3 mins)
ALL THESE IN 2 WEEKS!!!
God, i know i cant do all this all by my own strength
im really tired of all the sleepless nights that's already causing backaches and emotional unstableness
i dont wanna end up like who i am during sec 4
its a really terrible feeling
i just wanna do my best for You and You alone, nothing else...
I WILL DO MY BEST FOR YOU LORD!
and i thank you for the welcome parade today, Father...
its really been a long planning with trials along the way
but still, i thank you Lord that i managed to hear that they have really enjoyed themselves...
its really encouraging to hear that after all the problems i have in GB....
thanks girls for spending the time in parade helping me out (:
really appreciate it (:
and karen chow... take care of your health please!
I also wanna thank you Lord for using Clement to speak to me
i know everything now..
and i'll do my best to salvage my own life...
i know i can do anything with You around...
thank you Father! (:
AMEN!! =D
*continue to pray for me and my spiritual life
thank you for everything babe! (:
couldnt have done it without you....
always remembered, 9:07 PM