Wednesday, July 7, 2010
still lingering on these thoughts....
I've always been asking God for directions, but nothing came back
so while waiting, i really feel more and more in love with singing
is it infatuation again? ):
im not motivated to do work
i have to put up a strong front even when im feeling down inside
i have to live up to what i have to be infront of ppl
i have to bear with the bloated stomach everyday
i have to endure the aches and pains my back is giving me
honestly,
i do agree that i take the easy way out most of the time...
but i do perservere on things too!
i don't want to strive for what the world wants me to be
i really want to do things that are more meaningful than trying to improve on my current skill just to make more money!
is there pure joy when you work so hard for the pieces of paper that was told that it'll create wonders?
will you be happy when you wake up in the morning to find yourself in a project that you have to rush for nearly impossible deadlines?
or am i just not up to it?
God, can you hear all my troubles and thoughts?
can you feel my confusion while living in this world?
always remembered, 9:31 PM
