cant sleep
so many things in mind now
abt babe and friends
i saw jolene's (54th coy) blog and i saw how she spend her time with her friends
i wondered why cant i too?
is it cos of me? babe? or am i simply so detestful?
cant help it but to ponder abt it

i have friends
many friends
but how many close friends?
the one and only one is abt to leave soon and im doing nth to show my appreciation
im such a bad friend
im not a good friend to have
sorry to all

was actually planning to post on my first attempt on cookie baking in the afternoon
but i guess its pointless now
i find it hard to be truely happy nowadays
the past havnt left me
smiles and laughters are only temporary because there are too many things that are lost and are never coming back...


ps: love you'all...

*sorry to dampen your spirits after reading this post...
maybe im just being sensitive again...
always wonder how will i spend my christmas and birthday? will it be as disappointing?

Christmas is coming and there are things that i would really like to have
just in case u are troubled on wat to give me..
these are some ideas i have for u...


1. Bio-essence Face Lifting Cream

i've been having some problems in my face lately ):

2. Sony T700 (red)

i've lost my handphone
this is the closest to my handphone
to me.. pics seemed to be more important than music

3. a white sling bag is also a good idea cos mine's dying soon..hehe

4. Don Moen/Hillsong CD

i've always wanted to get it
but the money is always not enough
so ya..

5. a nice handphone landyard..

so that i can tie my handphone tightly...
so as to not lose it again - though im already very careful not


im gonna do my shopping soon
kinda broke too
so im not sure how im doing it...
but i'll still try!! (:

lost my hp not long ago
i wasnt able to accept it the day before
but now..
im starting to accept the fact already
no use thinking so much
maybe God has a better plan for me? (:

went for service today and we went to Ikea (tampines)
went there for a nice lunch
thought it was a long wait for our seats, we still managed to get it after like 20 -30 mins of waiting
i ate kids meal's meatballs and pasta
went for some shopping for the cupboard for the Gliderz Wing and the girls' cookie bottles
then, we went to Giant supermarket to get the ingredients for the cookie baking this coming sat.
i also saw a packet of instant cookie pack
wanted to purchase it but it was a bit pricely for someone who only own a single red note
therefore i didnt buy it
perhaps another day? (:

it is a cold day today too
was feeling cold in service but sad to say, i didnt bring my jacket along
so i beared with it till the end of the service, so yupp (:

at this moment..
babe's still in the warehouse working on the bags and bags of rice donated by many kind donors
the warehouse is really massive
obviously they dont only have rice but many other things too
poor him..
jia you babe!!!
no more after today!!
we're gonna look for more jobs tml and hope to get one that is suitable for us
we'll continue praying abt it..


*hope karen loves the celebration too (:
*sorry that i have no photos in msia cos i lost my phone.. maybe my next trip which is dont know when...

many things happened these few days..
i dont know where should istart
but i 'll probably mention abt the lost of my favourite & precious phone
al my precious photos are in there..
most arent uploaded as yet
but now that its gone
i feel really really empty
*sob*

when i first found that it's lost
i really panicked and tracked my way back
i really dun remember where is it
so i have no choice but to follow the way and find it with all my might
i asked so many ppl and went to so many places
but to no avail
haiz
i know once i lost it i should just take it as a lesson
but its really painful u know
its not just the phone
actually its not the phone
its more of the things in the phone
all the precious photos that i actually took the pain to take them when i went to msia is all gone like tat
because i dont have a camera...
my handphone is like my camera
i have up to 500 photos in there u know?
haiz
really disappoined with myself
i dont know why i will lose it
perhaps its a punishment
its a lesson that God wants to punish me
i deserve this punishment but i stil cant get over the lost of my phone
haiz

whenever i think of it
it really hurts so badly
duno why but it seemed hard to get over it
maybe there are simply too many info inside it
til now
i still hope that there is a kind soul who choose to return my phone
the chance is slim but i still have this hope


*pray for me ok?
pray the i can get over it and find a new life
im emotionally not well again...
things happening nowadays agitated me so much that it recalls all the unhappy past
pray hard for me ok..

hey hey
back from the youth camp
was quite fun (:
its very fun because the p5 girls were there too! =)
oh gosh we cried so much this year
haha
but it was for some sentimental stuffs
cant imagine my darling karen is gonna leave soon ='(
SO!!!
i really cherish the moments i have with her
aiyo..
talk for a long time every night before we slept
this is a must-do every night

sorry girls that i didnt manage to have lunch with u guys after the camp
hope u all cna understand
i will make it up to u all de ):

i only manage to capture this on the last day when she was packing up her sleeping bag..
we train so much that she has no prob packing it herself now (:

my sunburn-ed skin is also quite bad during the camp..
i remmebered when chow and i finished the race i felt acute pain den i looked at at my shoulders and found 2 more new wound
its not her fault hoh!!!
its my fragile and delicate skin that's all... haha

About Me (:

JOANNE LIM
26 FEB 1992
GOD's girl!
C's my love (:
Girls' Brigade, 13th Coy
Zestherz
GJCC, CONDOR
NYP, Space & Interior Design (SID)

Daydream. Chocolate. Roller-coaster. notebooks! Swim. Movie ticket stubs. Scrapbooking. Camping. Sing. Musical Performances. All kinds of Art (: PHOTOS!

Have poor memory so I'll take pictures to keep them as 'touchable' memories. I keep all the memories in words but i'll remember them in heart (:

Need sense of belonging, secure and assurance. Love to be loved (:

Not forgetting the most important thing in my life, LOVE (:

I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me

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