Tuesday, April 28, 2009
lost
lost and confused
changes happening
changes happening
always remembered, 10:34 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
am i stressed out again?
today's a quiet and peaceful day in school
slightly tired cos of the late night sleep just to settle the pictures for studio project
many said i look restless or 'sian'
i dont know why..but prob there's nothing that interests or excites me except for the short chats with the girls
not happy, not sad, not lonely, not having much fun
and i realised that im quite selective towards many things
but im really serious when it comes to doing work
i dont want to flunk any modules
my ultimate aim is to be in the director's list and eventually to get into a university
and i realised that im quite selective towards many things
but im really serious when it comes to doing work
i dont want to flunk any modules
my ultimate aim is to be in the director's list and eventually to get into a university
as a start, i think i shouldnt think that everything is easy and take things for granted
so i shant be who i am in sec sch but to really put in the best effort for everything...
jia you!!
everyone who is teaching us says that SID is very tough and not many can pull through
but from the drawing lesson today
i saw some unexpected people doing quite well in their drawings..
and me! being an art student, i took such a long time to draw out the sketch of the can...
so i started adding some stress to myself..
but am i stressing myself too much again?
should i let go abit more and just go with the flow?
cos i dont wanna end up missing sch and not doing well cos of stress..
therefore
having ways to relax myself is very important
but wat is it? how should i relax myself?
cacila mentioned that she likes to sing..me too!
so perhaps singing can reallt quieten down my heart and calm me down
jia you joanne!!
you can do it!
have faith in Him
do your best and leave the rest to Him..
thank you for the assurance Lord (:
currently searching for the history of famous designers and their works
trying to save up for more necessities
i wanna get some design magazines too!
everyone who is teaching us says that SID is very tough and not many can pull through
but from the drawing lesson today
i saw some unexpected people doing quite well in their drawings..
and me! being an art student, i took such a long time to draw out the sketch of the can...
so i started adding some stress to myself..
but am i stressing myself too much again?
should i let go abit more and just go with the flow?
cos i dont wanna end up missing sch and not doing well cos of stress..
therefore
having ways to relax myself is very important
but wat is it? how should i relax myself?
cacila mentioned that she likes to sing..me too!
so perhaps singing can reallt quieten down my heart and calm me down
jia you joanne!!
you can do it!
have faith in Him
do your best and leave the rest to Him..
thank you for the assurance Lord (:
currently searching for the history of famous designers and their works
trying to save up for more necessities
i wanna get some design magazines too!
save save save!!!
always remembered, 10:14 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
new environment,new goal!
lessons starts at 10 tml and im still posting now
how great?
school was great everyday
new lessons everyday
new friends made everyday
new challenges to face everyday
and assignments given almost everyday!
today it quite a happening day
lose my cool today in class
was panicking for the presentation for the lost of words
but thank God i was still able to speak up a little that probably earned a little marks in their heads
the thing that affected me quite alot was that there were 3 lecturers!
so its adds on the stress
and 50 pairs of eyes are starring at me when i was talking simply cos my group was the first grp to present n the first presentation in our poly life!!
its like so scary!
i only feel comfortable presenting to people i feel comfortable with but the impressions that the lecturers gave me were funloving,friendly and funny
but when it comes to work!? they are drop dead serious!
seriously!
so in conclusion, all the groups had to redo our presentation and present them again on next monday
its ok...
at least i learned something today (:
it was great to meet up with babe after school
bought some materials from my fav neighbourhood store! ARTFRIEND!!
bought my laptop case too! same design as babe's..hehe
overall,
i thank God for outting me here although i didnt like it at first
but as times goes by
i feel that my interest really lies here
designing..interior design..
i thank God for the friends that i made too!
we'll all work hard for our ultimate goal!! jia you!! (:
gd nite to all!
love y'all
miss you babe...
miss you too chow!
how great?
school was great everyday
new lessons everyday
new friends made everyday
new challenges to face everyday
and assignments given almost everyday!
today it quite a happening day
lose my cool today in class
was panicking for the presentation for the lost of words
but thank God i was still able to speak up a little that probably earned a little marks in their heads
the thing that affected me quite alot was that there were 3 lecturers!
so its adds on the stress
and 50 pairs of eyes are starring at me when i was talking simply cos my group was the first grp to present n the first presentation in our poly life!!
its like so scary!
i only feel comfortable presenting to people i feel comfortable with but the impressions that the lecturers gave me were funloving,friendly and funny
but when it comes to work!? they are drop dead serious!
seriously!
so in conclusion, all the groups had to redo our presentation and present them again on next monday
its ok...
at least i learned something today (:
it was great to meet up with babe after school
bought some materials from my fav neighbourhood store! ARTFRIEND!!
bought my laptop case too! same design as babe's..hehe
overall,
i thank God for outting me here although i didnt like it at first
but as times goes by
i feel that my interest really lies here
designing..interior design..
i thank God for the friends that i made too!
we'll all work hard for our ultimate goal!! jia you!! (:
gd nite to all!
love y'all
miss you babe...
miss you too chow!
always remembered, 12:36 AM
Friday, April 17, 2009
say goodbye to holidays!!!
i know its been some time that i've updated abt myself
but life has been rather simple for me
babe's company with me everytime was treasured greatly and will always be
the company of friends for a meal was really great
though its just a short while
i could feel the happiness when i get to see my best buddy! (:
though its beeen quite some while that we met..it seemed only ytd...
many days passed
with good and bad things happening everyday
but today im happy that im happy! haha
its been a rather simple day but
he said...
why are u so happy today?
hahaha
its really weird that he asked this today
anyway...
schools starting on monday!
looking forward to it!
meeting new people and learning new things
having a new computer!!! (:
tml's enrolment rehearsal...
and im still not sleeping yet!
so i shall get my slp now
dont wanna get scolding from my doc.. =P
gd nite to all earthlings! (:
but life has been rather simple for me
babe's company with me everytime was treasured greatly and will always be
the company of friends for a meal was really great
though its just a short while
i could feel the happiness when i get to see my best buddy! (:
though its beeen quite some while that we met..it seemed only ytd...
many days passed
with good and bad things happening everyday
but today im happy that im happy! haha
its been a rather simple day but
he said...
why are u so happy today?
hahaha
its really weird that he asked this today
anyway...
schools starting on monday!
looking forward to it!
meeting new people and learning new things
having a new computer!!! (:
tml's enrolment rehearsal...
and im still not sleeping yet!
so i shall get my slp now
dont wanna get scolding from my doc.. =P
gd nite to all earthlings! (:
always remembered, 11:35 PM
